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Jake Holden looked into his glass and wondered, not for the first time that afternoon, just why he was still sitting there. He knew he should be doing something—anything.

Well, he'd already done something, hadn't he? And didn't sitting in a bar with a bourbon and Coke count as doing something, too? He was drinking, which was certainly something.

It just wasn't what he should be doing, he thought.

What he should be doing was walking four blocks uptown to the bus station, buying a ticket for somewhere else, and getting out of town. They were probably looking for him by now, wanting to talk to him, wanting to ask him what he knew about the two bodies in the master bedroom of his house.

Not that they'd have any real doubts. Any cop who found Irene Holden, naked, in her own bed, with a .45 slug in her head and, right next to her, Harry Custis, also naked and also with a .45 slug in his head, would naturally figure that Jake had something to do with it. Dead naked wife and dead naked neighbor just added up to outraged husband.

Cops thought that way, and you could hardly blame them. It was the way things usually were.

Not this time, though, Jake thought. He had no more idea who had shot Irene and Harry than he did whether Dewey's moustache was really going to be a major issue in the election. His wife thought it would—had thought, he corrected himself, since she was dead now and past thinking about anything.

"Another one?" the bartender asked.

"Yeah."

The bartender reached under the bar, grabbing the Old Crow and a bottle of Coca Cola. He filled a clean glass with ice and poured in the bourbon. Then he opened the Coke and filled the glass the rest of the way up, leaving a golden ring of foam floating at the top of the drink. He did it the right way, using a proper 10-ounce glass, which was the only way to get the proportions right. Stingy bartenders used 8-ounce glasses, which saved a couple cents worth of mixer at the cost of something that didn't taste quite the way it should.

"You're awful quiet today," he commented, pushing the drink across the bar.

Jake smiled weakly. "Got a lot to think about, Fred."

"Well, you just go right ahead." The bartender strolled down to the far end of the bar, where he had been talking to a redhead dressed in a white blouse and gray sheath skirt. Jake figured the girl was probably a hooker. Why else would she be in a bar in the middle of the afternoon?

He thought back to when he'd walked into his house a few hours ago, wondering why it smelled of cordite. It had struck him as out of place. It was a smell he associated with the war, when he had spent a couple of years in training, and another one killing Germans, and not with his own house.

His house was supposed to smell of food cooking, mostly, mixed with the lingering scent of Irene's perfume and his cigars. He smoked big, hand-rolled Cuban coronas, which went with his stocky build and broad face.

He knew both of them were dead as soon as he walked into the bedroom. He'd seen plenty of dead bodies in the war. He knew what they looked like—the way they lay, utterly relaxed, and the pale skin shading to purple in the lower parts.

He hadn't touched anything, which he figured might be something in his own favor. On the other hand, he had also been able to see the serial number on the big Army Colt that lay on the floor beside the bed, and it was his own gun, so even if he hadn't touched it today, his fingerprints were probably still on it from any number of other times when he'd handled the thing.

He could only hope that his prints weren't the only ones on the gun, and the killer had been careless enough to leave some evidence as well.

As far as Jake was concerned, the most incriminating evidence would be the two dead bodies in his bed. If you find a wife and a neighbor dead in bed, the natural suspect is going to be the husband.

Or the neighbor's wife? He hadn't thought of that, for some reason. Candace Custis was such a mousy little thing, so completely under her husband's thumb, that it was impossible to think of her as a murderer. It would require too great a sense of self. Jake didn't think Candy had it in her.

But who else was there?

The front door opened, admitting a uniformed police sergeant. All over now, Jake thought. They'll haul me away and I'll wind up in Ossining being cooked for something I didn't do.

The cop just ignored him, walking to the end of the bar. Fred came down to where he was standing—the cop ignored the hooker, too—and pulled a bottle of Coca Cola from under the bar. Knocking off the cap, he dumped about half the Coke into the sink, then topped off the bottle with rum and gave it to the cop.

The cop took the bottle, grinned amiably, and walked out the front door without paying. He'd go back to the station and be able to sit up there behind his desk, looking perfectly innocent, as he sipped at his bottle of soda.

Must be nice, Jake thought. Cops didn't get paid all that much, but they didn't have to pay for booze or food, either, and there was always a little extra to be made if you were willing to ignore a lot of minor crap that probably shouldn't be illegal in the first place.

Like the hooker, for instance. If Harry had been screwing a hooker instead of Irene—Jake was pretty much forced to admit that something had been going on between them, what with finding both of them naked in the same bed—he might not have got himself shot in the head.

Or, if he had, it wouldn't have been with Irene.

Who the hell would want to kill them? Jake wondered. It couldn't be Candy, and he knew damned well that he hadn't done it, so who else was there?

It would probably help if he knew when it had happened, he thought. He'd found them when he came home for lunch at 12:15, walking the three blocks from Ferguson's Hardware, where he had been head bookkeeper since getting out of the Army in '46. So it had to be sometime before noon, right?

He had gone to work at 9:30, as usual. He didn't remember the house smelling of gunpowder when he left. He didn't remember two dead bodies in his bed, either.

Yet he really couldn't discount the possibility. He had been right here in this bar until 2:30 in the morning, and Irene tended to be a little irked when he came home drunk, so he'd just taken off his jacket and flopped on the living room couch. He didn't remember going into the bedroom at all.

Hell, he thought, he really didn't remember much of anything about the previous night. Was that significant? You couldn't kill a couple of people, one of them your wife, and be so drunk you didn't remember doing it, could you?

He looked down the bar, to where Fred was still chatting with the redhead. There was something familiar about her, too. He waved to the bartender.

"Yeah?"

"Who's your friend?"

"Who? Kathy?"

"Is that her name?"

Fred looked at him curiously. "You telling me you didn't know?"

"Should I?"

"You did spend about two hours last night buying her drinks and bending her ear, Jake."

"I did?"

Fred grinned. "And I don't know what the two of you were up to in the storeroom."

"In the storeroom?"

"Like I said, I don't know anything. But you both looked pretty happy when you came back out."

Oh, Christ, Jake thought. If I could forget that, what else could I forget? Maybe I did shoot them.

He took a long swallow of his drink. It didn't burn going down, so his throat must be pretty well anesthetized by now. I drink too damned much, he thought. A little more and I'll start forgetting things again.

Hell, he thought, I've already forgot to go back to work. Ferguson won't be happy about that. Not that it's going to matter very much if I shot my wife. When they stick me in the chair he's going to have to get a new bookkeeper anyway.

He was beginning to realize that he probably had killed his wife and her lover. Who else could have done it? It was his gun, his house, and who else had a better motive? More, if he was too drunk to remember what he'd done, the redhead probably could recall what they'd done in the storeroom—he wished he could—which a jury would take into consideration in ignoring the "unwritten law" argument his lawyer would probably make. A cheating husband would get a lot less slack if he killed a cheating wife.

The front door opened again. One of the two men who entered was Ferguson, who pointed his finger at Jake. The other was obviously a detective. For some reason, Jake was pretty sure this one was there for him, and not just stopping off to pick up a flute.

Now what? he thought. It was too late to run, pointless to fight—he was big, but not very strong—and he wasn't smart enough to outwit a detective. Jake had few illusions about himself. Sure, he had been a decent fighter as part of an infantry company, but that was war, and you had everyone else around to support you and, most of the time, you kept the enemy at a distance. One on one was another story.

The detective walked over to him, Ferguson in tow.

"Jacob Holden?"

"Yeah."

"Jake," Ferguson said, "Irene is dead."

Jake blinked. "Huh?"

"Your wife is dead, Mr. Holden," the detective said.

"Uh, yeah. I know."

"How do you know?"

"When I went home for lunch. You could smell the gunpowder, and there they were, the two of them."

The detective nodded. "Right. Your wife and Mr. Custis."

"Right." Jake frowned. "So, now what? Are you going to arrest me?"

"For what?"

Jake shrugged. "Dead wife, dead neighbor, both naked in the same bed. Who else would you suspect?"

"You didn't do it, did you?" the detective asked.

"Not that I know of. I really don't remember much from last night."

"Custis killed your wife, Mr. Holden," the detective said. "Then he killed himself."

"With my gun?"

"He left a note. Said your wife wanted to break it off, and that he couldn't take it, so he was going to kill her and then kill himself."

"With my gun?"

"Where did you keep it?"

"In the nightstand, beside the bed."

The detective nodded. "We found a little H&R .22 in his jacket pocket. His wife identified it as his. I suppose that was what he planned to use, but then he found your gun and probably decided a .45 would be more effective."

Jake picked up his drink and took a long swallow. "I suppose it would be," he said.

"Anyway," the detective went on, "this is the note. Mrs. Custis has identified the handwriting as her husband's."

Jake read the short note several times. There was something about it that didn't seem quite right, but he couldn't place it.

I am going to end it, the note said. I cannot live this way, and I cannot live without Irene. We will go on to a better place together. I know some will condemn me for what I am about to do, and I am truly sorry for any pain this will cause, but it is all for the best. I am so sorry, Candy, but you will be better off with someone of stronger moral fibre, and I can only hope you will forgive me. Harry.

He returned the note to the detective. "I guess that says it all."

"The coroner has the bodies, Mr. Holden. You'll have to go down and make a formal identification, and the law says there has to be an autopsy."

Ferguson put his hand on Jake's shoulder. "Take as much time as you need, Jake," he said. "You'll stay on salary."

"If you're going to be here for a while," the detective said, "I'll send a radio car around to take you down to the morgue."

"Sure. I don't think I'll be going home right away."

"I'll send a car, then."

That was when it hit him. It was a single word in the note, fibre, that had started him wondering. Harry Custis was pretty obsessive about language. He was also very American, and would admit no authority as higher than Webster. He would have written "fiber."

But Candace Custis was British, a war bride. I never would have believed she'd have it in her, he thought. Still, it wasn't his job to figure these things out. If the detective was any good at his job, he'd notice the British spelling and draw his own conclusions. If he didn't, then she'd get away with it.

It wasn't as if he'd had much of a marriage lately. He'd miss Irene, but he'd get over it. The guilty parties were dead. Was it up to him to mete out punishment to their killer? Or was it one of those cases where sympathy was in order? He'd have to think about that.

He pushed his glass across the bar and signaled for a refill. "I'll be right here," he said.